A Letter for The Heart...

Heart, I know I’ve been hard on you, I’m sorry for the things I’ve put you through...
Before you start to break on me or ask for sympathy, I need to make you see

Heart, I’m not sure it’s been long enough, To say that what I feel is really love
There’s just one way to learn, sometimes we’ll get hurt and right now it’s our turn

Give it time, help me through... Heart, we can do this together, you’re my strength, you’re my soul, I need you now more than ever

Heart, all the hurt will soon be gone, If you’ll just keep on being strong
You will always be my friend, so keep on hangin there... And we’ll find love again

Heart, I know I’ve been hard on you, I’m sorry for the things I put you through
Please don’t you break on me, I need to make you see
It wasn’t meant to be

‘Cause you will always be my friend, so keep on hangin' in
And we’ll find love again...

Salute to Malaysian Truck Drivers!~

Yes obviously I am writing this in rage. So be warned this post may not turn out PG13.

Have you ever had that one moment near death where every bit of your past just come flashing into your mind like a crazy slideshow? When suddenly in that one second you think about your family, friends, and loved ones and regret that you havent told them you love them that day? And in that moment everything else just stood still and you wish for a tiny chance in life just to become a better person?

SCREW THAT.

Today I almost lost my chance to see tomorrow's sunrise. Why? Because a drunk truck driver almost took my life away. And all i could think of as I almost surrendered my life to an upcoming MPV was that I WILL FKING HAUNT THE RETARDED TRUCK DRIVER TILL HE PISS BLOOD IN HIS PANTS!

What happened?

As I was singing to Nightwish's Ever Dream while driving, i came up to a line of cars that could barely be called cars. (more like moving zombie engine with wheels They were driving like 20km/h annoying my guts out. So when I had the chance I overtook em speeding up to 120km/h on a typical Malaysian rural road. As i was going to return to the lane, suddenly a truck from the roadside probably just finished ma********ng entered the main road causing me to get stuck on the opposite lane with my crazy speed. There was zero chance of getting back into lane and an MPV was coming into my direction.

There goes 9999 Decibel of pure Honking as I tried to drive back into lane to save my life and the truck just ignored it (he was probably deaf) leaving me the choice of having to swerve to the opposite road side. Took me 30 secs to get my heartbeat at normal rate before i yelled a loud ass "F**K" and continued driving to work. Swearing if had died I wont ever STOP haunting him to death!

But...

Maybe it was a chance for me to reincarnate into someone better having seen a glimpse of death in a milisecond... Whatever the reason is for the experience, I still thank God I'm alive.