Have you ever had a dream that was so wonderful you don't wanna wake up like... ever? Well duh...! Of course you have. Everyone has..! It was so vivid and amazing and the fantastical moment punched me right in the middle of my big aortic pump in an outstanding maddening emotional way. There. Enough expression?
I don't know, it was probably the effect of reading too many CLEO articles, specifically on dating attitude. You know how to win guy's attention thing bla bla bla... And at the end of the day I realized that this is 2012 and i'm still living in the beliefs of a woman who lives in 1860. Don't get me elaborating on that, this is not supposed to be a diary.
Anywaaaays... That being said, in the dream I had balls. Metaphorically, of course. I was so couragous that I somehow (probably with the power of Greyskull) walked up to Mr Right and literally slapped him in the face for a wake up call and told him to open his chinky eyes and realize that I have been madly in love with him for a year and a half and if it's not now it's never. Being wonderful a dream as it was, he unlocked the complicated password protected metal sealed door of himself and responded, positively. And the gutfull event ended up with a success, of course. It was a dream after all. Where I got the guts, I'll never know.
Then predictably, despite the movie-like oohs and aahs of the absent-minded, it all dissolved into a blur of a yellowish bedside lamp and some morning Hitz.fm crew, literally yelling into my head that it's time to return to the real world and get my ass of the bed and get to work. And yes, as you have guessed, the CLEO article opened right next to me.
So maybe I am living in 1860s, where men are supposed to come after woman. But believing that maybe is the reason why I am still single or else in a very complicated relationship with my laptop.
Thinking about what Ted said in How I Met Your Mother the other day...
"This is who I am. I won't change my beliefs for whatever reasons. If she can't accept that I am old-fashioned, then I guess she's not the one for me.
But someday, I will meet that person who believes in the same thing I do, and that will be the day I meet your mother..." -Ted Mosby, HIMYM-
In my case, Lyra's father :)
