You know God is on your side when you start feeling sorry for your enemy for all the good things you're getting and the nothingness she has. You finally stop hating her and ready to move on with your life. With one last sarcasm "goodbye dear ex best friend, i am finally getting somewhere in life and you'll be here, rotting in this hell hole you call a workplace...", I held my head high, turned around, smiled, satisfied and walked away. It was that very moment i realized how sorry I felt for her and how i never want to be in her position.
Years after years I havent been an angel to deserve all the good things in life. I have sinned, i have had bad intentions. Lust for guys' attention. Envy for the people more successful than me. Greed for money and expensive gifts. Gluttony for classy cuisines and beverages. Pride big enough to sink in Mount everest and hurting people i love with it. Sloth for housework and helping people. Wrath in almost every little thing that happened. And yet, here I am, my wishes coming true even though i know I'm too far away from deserving it.
So I guess He listens. No matter what type of person you are, there's always a chance in you getting your wishes come true if it comes with good intentions. It's an ease of the soul when you let go of that hatred you feel for someone and start to feel sympathy for her luck. It's a piece of mind when you forgive her for backstabbing you. It's time for a change when you can finally breathe in clean air and move on with your life towards a better future :)
Credits to an ex best friend who decided to be an enemy
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